debbie

2007-07-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

yitian is back in town and she brough donut for us
its been ages, though we cant fetch her from the airport we did try didnt we
anyway the airport trip was a good excuse for us to meet up again
welcome back yitian, i miss ya truckloads!

dinner at sakura with my paternal side yesterday night
though i hate to admit it, the dinner was fairly enjoyable
maybe its because i was smart enought to choose a strategic seat whereas i wont need to keep in contact with those dreadful aunts
we had a feast over there with the endless sashimis, crayfish and so much more
gamed endlessly before sakura informed us they were closing already
we parted ways before having a walk down orchard road
the sights of several couples there made me wanna have him over with me
bought some intimates at wisma before heading home, thanks mommy

goku highschool craziness made me endure another sleepless night
slowly finding shen& dean's irresistible
especially when you see dean fufilling the duties of a perfecto boyfriend and shen inner struggle
looks like it will be another sleepless night for me as for the past two nights
then it will be breakfast with him and lunch with ting

apparently peiwen got eaten up by projects, just like her name suggests
carmella is finally freed from the srjc stress monsters
and yau, stop being such a faggot you got to face it soon out or later

cant wait to get my paws on goku highschool any longer so nights people
and yeah, my olevels is in three months time
loves and night people! (:

2007-06-29T10:52:00.001-07:00

ive been extremely lazy this few times because of several reasons,
my upcoming olevels examination& and lifeless life
reasonable excuses of you to excuse my negligent

i just got off the phone with samchua, that idoit refuse to tell me anything
anyway, i met up with my primary school clique this evening
clarence, carmella& myself cabbed to the airport to picked yitian from aussie
dined at fresco with that couple, the tomato sauce was fantastic and dinner was plain drama
eshlyn and peiwen joined us later on to welcome yitian back home
well, apparently yitian got her date wrong and we went home without seeing her

life this days has been pretty simple but sweet
youtubing this crap drama with crap artist but with a plot well-written
i sincerely seriously would wish to blog further but my eyes just wont agree to a second more of the lappie's glaring screen
its not my fault people, remember its never my fault
nights handsomes, babes and fabulous (:

2007-06-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

nancy drew-ed with ting, hanxiang and chinseng
four stars, its a darn screaming good movies with lots of pretty faces
dined at white tangerine and stayed there for four whole hours, its was so effing fun (:
shant blog any further, meeting yau and hanxiang to beach tomorrow
NIGHT NIGHTS

2007-06-17T01:19:00.000-07:00

SCREAMING FUCKTARD, i am in screaming deep shit
thanks to a certain myself for getting into so much trouble
once again i am proud to announced that i have gotten myself into deep shit
congrates debbiie, congrates
now what, WHAT THE EFFING HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
DAMMIT. forget it, johnson will back tonight so it SHOULD BE, MAYBE alright
yeah, so chill

oh yah, johnson is coming back tonight (like finally!), with a bag full of prezzies for me
HIP HIP HURRAY! :((:

2007-06-15T01:29:00.000-07:00

10th june:
shopping with yau and peiwen, yau spent a total of 275dollars in a day [spoilt rotten]
recieved my tinkerbell charm and its a absolute darrling

12th june:
johnson and peiwen abandon me in singapore with yau and ting
movies with doreen and a nightout with doreen, mandy, stepfanie and alvin

15th june:
lunch with ting at cartel, dinner at marina
enlin, penny and samuel left for churchcamp
doreen left for rendang or randang

samuel says i dont update him on my life, but i dont have a life anymore
i am a lifeless aging old lady already, bahs ):

2007-06-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

accompanied sister to the cathy to shop for her school bag, thanks thanks to johnson, sandi and his wife for accompanying me
so my sister bought her bag and i bought one too, gosh its a screaming goodlooking orange and black slingbag.
bought the bag somehow on impulse but im not regretting it cause it real pretty
also found the need to buy more accersories, sooo hehs (:
i drank alittle just now so im feeling darn tired now, nightie nights people

blogshopping is like a addiction eating me up, study focus study focus debbie STUDY! ):

2007-06-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

i caught men in white at the cathy today, that show is darn entertaining
and you got to see seventeen summer hunk 2006, david aw acting blur, wear checkered shorts and half naked (:

johnson gave me a treat at billybombers, super thanks
point is, i bought this screaming adorable yellow carebear tee today
yau thinks im crazy to spend $39.95 on a tee, in fact he was was like
UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 €also sprach zarathustra* She's a lady:
"WTF?
40 bucks.........
TEEE??
ITS INSANE
omg.....
carebear...
what the shit.."
but i am so crazy over the tee i cant bear to put it down and moment i picked it up, so oh well (:
i love carebear (:

2007-06-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

i shall come online only every once a week, oh come one :(

its june baby, june where shreks and pirates come out to play
super looking forward to the beaching, shopping, dining, neoprints and mahjong bootcamp
so i must be sensible enough to stop using the laptop and start studying very seriously
only then can i go out and have a hellava time wiithout feeling the guilt
englishteacher, thecoldwar, stupid monarchs and agriculture tourism
and TING just to let you know i will be beside you while you saw and draw wood and metal pieces in the dnt workshop (:
combine humanities exam tomorrow, shucks

2007-06-02T12:32:00.001-07:00

i am in portdickson now, and johnson, yuting, peiwen and yauleong misses me, dont pretend
i took my chinese olevels 2805 and on sunday 2705,
yauleong came up to my house to pass me a goodluck card (shall post pictures), super sweet of him since ive aways been mean towards him (:
got a total of five card by the time i took my chinese olevels, morale boosters
the paper was kinda tough and i sort of screwed up paperone, but i am pretty confident about papertwo because its the first time i complete the entire paper (:

so i left for portdickson on the 29th and it have been fivedays already
am having lots of fun over here though since theres so many new facilities around here
anyway, i went to the beach and night market today,
love the waters here, calm and clear unlike the ones in sentosa the waters here doesnt even have a cargo ship in sight
and now im playing warcraft waiting for my turn to bath
goodnight people and i miss you; johnson, ting, peiwen and yau

looking forward to our movie trips and shopping sprees (: ting
looking forward to our pirates of the carribeans day (: peiwen and yau
looking forward to nothing (: johnson

and happy belated birthday mandy dearie, i love ya!

2007-05-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

my dah-ling bestfriend wrote me a goodluck card for my monday chinese olevels
that like superduper sweeet of her, i am so very touched
ilove ya, cher peiwen, hugs kisses sugar spice and everything nice
gosh, im tearing already, sniffs sniffs

and i in turn pray that she will be able to get her merit diploma (:

2007-05-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

i have this habit to drink at least bottle icemountain mineralwater a day
someone loved me so much he bought me a carton of icemountain today just because i was sick and casually mentioned i felt like drinking chilled icemountain
thanks johnson (:

2007-05-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

lessons learned during mahjong sessions
1. ting has terrible mahjong manners (paipin),
she has a horrible case of itchy finger,
whereas her finger will wander around trying to open your tiles or playing around with them
she also loves to make people wait while she messages or talk on the phone
2. yuwen has scary mahjong habits, she likes to threaten to beat me up for the slightest reason (over mahjong)
making me laugh till my stomach hurts so badly
she takes extra tiles (my tiles!) at the beginning of the game, and sometimes end up with too little in the middle of the game because she forgets to draw a tile before discarding one

summary, dont play mahjong with the tays
because you will always end up mentally and physically tired after the game
but then again it quite easy to win playing with them, i am the winner for the day (:

i started rewatching meteor garden one and two
watching it for the second time in 05years, it seems like a comedy to me this time round
their acting all seems so fake fake, FAKE!
except for das and maybe vanness the rest of time looks like total morons
especially zaizai, his acting is so so much better now compared to the past
nights, super tired

2007-05-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

love is always patient and kind.
it is never jealous
love is never boastful or conceited.
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offense and is not resentful
a walk to remember

love is like the wind.
you can't never see it, but you can feel it
langton

love is above all else, the gifts of oneself
jean anouilh

currently reading, words to inspire and jane austen's guild to romance

shouldnt bestgirlfriends be frank toward one another
the reason you dare to be frank is because your friendship is very real and truthful
i dont see the point of worrying about the other party feeling hurtful and end up keeping things from each other
the truth always hurt but at least its somewhat a open relationship whereas we're not afraid to express ones feeling
it also gives us the chance to reflect, whether this 'fbad habit' of yours needs to be changed
ting and i are super frank regarding each other's flaws, such as bad attitude and habits
we rarely hide anything from each other, its better this way rather then keeping the negative to yourself and let it grow and eat into your friendship up right?

2007-05-20T03:13:00.000-07:00

million billion zillions of sorries to miss. bestfriend, cher peiwen
i dont mean to bluff you, you should know how much i love you :D
and i merely listened to your advice on sleeping, youre the sweetest girl on earth

190507
so we had steamboat and korean hotplate
thanks thanks to peiwen and mr.pilot
especially since peiwen was so nice to give up work for me, smiles
i took afew pictures but should update later since blogger's on strike

after dinner we mahjonged, gossiped and did stupid stuffs and quiz that made pilot's ego drop to like zero? (:
i lost terribly in mahjong today, like bah boo blahs!
bens and jerry's choco brownie fudge please, anybody

2007-05-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

totally digusted, like puh-lease grow up can?

2007-05-16T12:44:00.000-07:00

maybe i should be awarded some title or trophy for being such a total sucker for romantical videos, movies and dramaserials

dont they just make you wanna fall way into love, satoshi tsumabuki (:

gosh

2007-05-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

currently in love with satoshi tsumabuki, jimmy lin and of course show
but satoshi tsumabuki is so screaming cute-handsome :D
this is crazy but i am also going crazy over vic zhou vanness wu and jerry yen again
i think its crazy because the last time i went gaga over F4 was like five years ago
anyway satoshi tsumabuki's still the cutest though, muhahaha!

pointless entry, nights people
satoshi tsumabuki , screams :) hehs

2007-05-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

somewhat putting dramaserials aside for movies and taiwan varietyprogrammes
but i am not neglecting my studies, no worries! :D
byebye

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i am starting to feel damn sick of being wellbehaved

i cant stand it anymore, enough is enough

whats the point of being nice to people when they will end up taking it for granted and start climbing all over you

i hate it, peroid

so from now onwards am going to be mean and nasty, i shall quit mugging like a stupid cow

never will i be nice again, BLAHS! ):

2007-05-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

straight to the point
-breakfast at ikea with mom and dad. frenchtoasts, yummy (:
-partner(girlfriend) 'tricked' my feelings (sk language)
-johnson ditch me for some darn bastard, so i cut his photo and paste it on a dart board. shall upload picture tonight
-going to grandad's place later. meeting doreen at compass point, loves and misses :D
and i am feeling way worn out, SB's cafe mocha frappacino venti to the rescue

shall further update tonight

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and so i did not manage to meet up with doreen

cause daddy wanted to celebrate sister's birthday a day in advance

totally worn down, so shall not blog in deetail. a picture speaks a thousand words ehs?

nightie nights (:

and finally, :D

2007-05-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

my laptop burnt my leg, sounds stupid but true. ouched
so i am posted at lowerdelta for my chineseolevels, dissappointed dissappointed dissappointed
because i cant wear my skschool uniform and i have to wake up at 0600am ):

meeting partner(girlfriend) tomorrow for lunch tomorrow
havent seen her in a thousand years
so tomorrow will be full of fun, joy, laughter and of course gossiping

goodnight sweetdream
and i love you too enlin :D

2007-05-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

my life aint exactly very exciting this days so there is nothing more for me to blog already
except if youre interested in my study progress

i am trying to finish up all the chinese assessmentbooks i bought by the 28thmay
thanks to mommy i have got my hands on my literature books, like finally
macbeth, the english teacher, the calling of kindred and poems deep and dangerous
plus sister wants me to help her read up on the glass menagerie and the dogbook so i can help her with her literature work
so i got damn alot of reading to do, thats not a bad thing (:
and guess what, i am close to finishing my history and socialstudies syllabus, revision and practise's next
AND i am waiting for a certain PEIWEN and YAULEONG who promised to tutor me on my geography, i am waiting tourguild and fighterpilot
trying to cope with the high stress level but i am doing fine, though its very very tiring ):

its 0320am in the morning and i am still awake because, i went to watch xiaozhu on television (:
and now its time to head the pillows

nightie nights
meeting bestfriend tomorrow for her outrageous haircut (:

try doing the poll above (guys can poll from a woman's perspective) thanks!

2007-05-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

edited and apologies,
the coming of tomorrow is a reminder of how much time i spent on him
never again am i going spent my time on anyone undeserving
it seems like tomorrow lost its meaning already

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three hours later i am sitting infront of my computer
upset down unhappy over what
what as in i can't figure out whats the cause of my sadness
anyway, i love love love my mommy

2007-05-04T09:45:00.000-07:00

i slept till 1600pm in the evening
and here i am feeling darn tired sixhours later
easily worn out this days ):

i shall force peiwen to go on a trip to aussie and taiwan with me
and can we start planning our 03in-one combine birthday bash? lets have a cupcake party!
024 more days to chinese olevels
0169 more days to 06subjects olevels
dammit, shiat, darn, screw, mug. bahs! -.-

2007-05-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

samchua's peculiarly erratic behavior

HE BOUGHT ME SUGARCANE WATER
in case youre wondering whats the biggy
i have been friends with this miser for the past 03years
and he have never ever bought me anything
he wont even buy me a macflurry when i asked him for one
so him buying sugarcane water for me is like wow

okay end of story, nightie night! :D

2007-05-01T11:34:00.000-07:00

First day at school
A millionbillionwillion miles from home
Waiting for the bell the go. (to go where?)
Why are they all so big, other children?
So noisy? so much at home they
must have been born in uniform
Lived all their lives in playgrounds
Spent the years inventing games
that don't let me in. Game
that are rough, that swallow you up.

And the railings.
All around, the railings.
Are they to keep out wolves and monsters?
Things that carry off and eat children?
Things you don't take sweets from?
Perharps they're to stop us from getting out
Running away from lessins. Lessins.
What does a lessin look like?
Sounds small and slimy.
They keep them in glassrooms.
Whole rooms made out of glass. Imagine.

I wish i could remember my name
Mummy said it would come in useful
Like wellies. When there's puddles.
Lellowwellies. I wish she was here.
I think my name is sewn on somewhere
Perharps the teacher will read it for me.
Tea-cher. The one who makes the tea.

- Roger Mcgough

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one of my favourite poems

i had to study two years ago for literature

studying literature is such a joy

2007-04-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

Blog Song Title: 笨蛋
Singer: Jin Sha
close your eyes and listen
what goes through your mind this very moment

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johnson bought me a prezzie today

super thanks birdbrain :D

chipmunk

2007-04-29T03:48:00.000-07:00

are we celebrating christmas in advance this year
then why is everyone doing exchanges
its just so wrong, dumbstrucked

lunched at tourguild's place today with fighter-pilot
we had penne with alfredosauce, potatosourcreamsoup and unagi
imagine fighter-pilot struggling with potatosourcreamsoup and boiling pennes
made tourguild and me laugh
next time we will be making sushi, hurrays!
and fighter pilot may agree to a kboxing trip in the near future,
double hurray!

now, physic homework not completed ):

2007-04-27T10:16:00.000-07:00

its startling how i am actually taking the initiative to start studying at home,
everyday without fail
stress level's snowballing very quickly;
with every 'what if i flunk' thought going through my head the stress level increases,
consequence of not getting 5passes, the importance of hateful mathematics
and the need to get a average score of whats seems like impossible

the thought of disappointing those around me seems like an abominable crime
and just the though of those insufferable paternal cukoos gloating over my misfortune makes me go sick

i am still on my drama serials, with only one disc a week
just enough to motivate me
do not have any more time left to sidetrack already (devil beside you)

goodnights, i shall start working doubly hard from tomorrow onwards

2007-04-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

its 0329am in the morning
thanks to silence opening theme-song re-re-repeating
i have finished writing my three page history essays

i must mug extra extreme hard
because i will need a average of A2/B3 for my subjects
sound impossible to me but for the sake of mister qi weiyi, i shall mug harder!

2007-04-24T12:47:00.003-07:00

the time now is 0348am
completed the silence series with the help of my baby pillow
being a total sucker for extreme romantical drama
silence compared to corner with love, silence (:
i am going gaga over qi weiyi

2007-04-23T17:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday was spent with national-day pilot and sentosa tourguild
we mahjong-ed monopoly-ed and fondue-d
peiwen dont like monopolying with me, i am sad. ):
anyway, i drop dead and slept like a log the moment i reach home.

and when are we going to beach around,
floppy wants to go out to get some sunlight.

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woke up darn early to complete my physics homework which was a hell thick stack of paper with tiny fonts and no spaces in between those questions. blah!

i am so in love with show, vic zhou and wuzun,
thanks to corner with love, silence and tokyo juliet (:
halfway through silence ard, and the suspense's killing me
corner with love is the best of the three for now,
and i still can't help but smile when i think of show as qinlang, melt each time i think of vic zhou as qi weiyi and wuzun seem to have lost its effect on me.
tissues and pillows are the must-haves to watching this fantastic serials.

those serial drama are not distracting me but instead motivating me
if you know me well enough then you should know why

2007-04-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

fruit basket fanatic
i am somehow somewhat re-addicted to fruit basket,
rushing to the bookstore to grab the next missing copy from my what used to be the complete set
cant survive without my daily dose of sohma-kun, kyo and momiji
so nice people can buy me copies to surprise me, i wont mind. serious

now i am trying hard to concentrate studying because mom promised to buy me the entire set of fruit basket for me after my olevels.
and in case you are wondering why i want a new set
its because i plan to have them all wrapped up for display,
and my present set wont do, tattered and torned

as expected, it still boils down to both of us
to think i though some things might change, how foolish

2007-04-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

thank goodness for tuitions
looking back i was plain stupid
all it took was a couple hours of concentration and practice to understand all those alien crap, no biggy, but i actually choose not to bother. tsks

happy 17seventeenth birthday qianjin! (:
loves loves loves! hehs
happeee birthdaaay tooo youuu!

still very much in love with momiji momiji momiji. :D

i seriously dislike those darn screwed up paternal side people, they suck to the core. especially those cukooheads act-smartypants poor-misers money-suckers. and ohyah, if you cukoos chance upon my blog whilst using your dialup internet connection, great! start reflecting okay. :D

2007-04-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

craving for a glass of iced-cold pokka green tea, but i am lazy.

humans are wierd people,
as in sometimes its so hard to understand what the party is thinking.
then again, i am freaking oversensitive.

peiwen lied, she say we are going to mahjong today.
and that she will call us when we all wake up.
she lied, i can never trust her again.

where's my ting.

she have not been contacting me in ages.

so i guess she must be pretty caught up with school.

sucker! i miss you, so call me when you are free! (:

2007-04-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

breakfast with my parents again, its was my idea!

yau should be stabbed and burned alive, he ditched us.
so its was peiwen and me, its been ages man. :D
so we were supposingly window shopping,
but...i, my topshop and a pull&bear. hehs
uncontented though, pull&bear, pull&bear, riverisland, riverisland. ):

caught meet the robinsons with johnson.
the show was nice, 3stars only though since they tricked me.
the show got nothing, NOTHING to do with the trailer. BLAH!

the night was long and i dropped dead the moment i reached home.
i am back on momiji, he's so cute cute cute cute!

retarded, retarded& retarded

2007-04-13T23:37:00.000-07:00

i am reaching seventeen already, so that means my youth will be over in 04years.
04years before i have to act like a sensible adult. dammit!
so i have decided, i am going to @#$%^&* on my seventeenth birthday,
i am going to have a *&$#@ on my eighteenth birthday,
and i am going to try @$^*#%& by this month.

heck consequences, i don't care about consequences anymore.
i am going to live my youth to its fullest,
maybe i will regret it when i am all grown up and mature.
but if i don't give it a shot, how the heck would i know.

i am meeting johnson for dinner, and i am running late. (:

i just called that cukoo birdbrain,
he wants to watch his movie so dinner has been postponed to a hour later.

postnote: i have changed my mind about the above thanks to my mother.
and i can only say it stink when coldstorage parkway christmas booth somehow automatically appears in my head the moment i hear christmas carols. /:

i went for chinese tuition, and did my chinese homework.
felt so good, like i studied! hurray hurray! (:
plus a thanksthanks to the three gentlemans.
pls, posers out there should just disappear fro m the face of the earth.

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer
Bank President
Camp Director
Manager
Judge
Lawyer
Recreation Leader
Real Estate Agent
Sales Person
School Principal
Travel Agent
TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like
mathematician or architect.

You Would Choose Money

You know that love doesn't always last forever - but money can.
Why bother with jealousy, petty fights, and hurt feelings?
You rather just go shopping!
And while marrying for money may be lonely, you'll always be well dressed, well traveled, and well fed.

Your Birthdate: December 20

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.
It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.
Generally, you prefer to pick who you love.
Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4
You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.
Motivation is a problem for you.
Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

You Have Good Manners 64% of the Time

Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette.Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace.

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes)
But sometimes your love is not the most passionate
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.
You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

2007-04-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

i wrote this long letter to cupid, i deleted it soon after i finished though.
reason's simple,i realised i have already met my supposingly "ideal" other half.
he may not be the best looking or the hunkiest guy i have ever met.
he may not be the smartest, well-mannered or wealthiest.
but he loved me so so much and never once asked anything back in return.
in fact, he may be one of the best things life has ever given me.

me, mummy... ...
mom, are you are intending to patch back with him.
me, no way! maybe i should just stay single for the rest of my life.
mom, maybe you should, dont torture anymore guys already.

but i have to admit, i am a hell of a lousy girlfriend.

losing focus, dammit.
my books are lying quietly, untouched on my "study" table,
in the "study" room since last friday,
i have just waste a whole darn week doing nothing sensible. ):
here i am wearing my floppy hat sitting here wasting time on this stupid laptop.
i shall buck up! i must get into my school of hunks!

i am wearing my floppy-brown-hat everywhere at home,
especially while using the computer.
i have even started calling it floppy instead of the floppy-brown-hat.
i love you floppy! :D

call it dumb, call it luck, call it love or whatever you call it, but

2007-04-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

first and foremost i would like to thanks johnson, daryl, yau and peiwen for donating money to debbiie's brown-straw-floppy-hat from forever21. weeeee...
[in order of amount donated, big to small]

caught lots eye candies today, topshop forever21 freshbox.
maybe i should try to look around for more sponsors! yeah. haha. :D

we sucessfully made peiwen catch The Reaping with us. heh.
the show was greatastic thus the 04stars, also
for the fabulous sound effects its really worth the watch in theatres.

the show totally freaked me though, *ahems* at certain parts only okay,
i was trying to act cool so during the going-to-be, climaxing parts i fold my arms, sat straight up, face towards the big screen ... with my eyes closed. :/
anyway i think i am not that afraid of psychological thriller already,
and i shall stop here. contented!

so we went home ever so happily ever so after,
yau with two shirts handpicked by moi, peiwen with her topshop size 10 top and with my sponsored forever21 floppy hat.
all smiles! :D

just reached home, hungry, tired and tired.
dad: where you so, where you go?
me: meet my friends, see my hat! nice nice?
dad: out shopping with friends?
mom: how much is your hat?
me: $xx.xx.
mom: you hen hui hua qian arhs?
me: no, my friends sponser my hat, nice anot?
mom: why are you always like that huhs? horrible!
dad: always?
mom: your daugther, the last time we went to my es's place during cny.
then elsen bought a new sofa right?
your daugther go ask him when he can give her a sofa set when she get married. horrible!
me: if you dont ask you will never know.
mom: tsk tsk tsk. thick skin!

2007-04-10T00:54:00.000-07:00

i so dislike bird, not all but actually chickens, crows, pigeon and the black one all over singapore.

i refused to leave my ohhh-sooo comfy bed in my ohhh-sooo cold room,
i refused to leave my blankie behind. -.-
mister HO is angry with me because i did not turn up.
and i am angry with myself because i have done nothing
that got to do with the word study.
so i MUST finish my graphs chapter by tonight.
before pilling to sleep since my sleep hours are all topsy-turvied.

my eyes are decent looking now though the swell's still there. mmms.
so i can go out tommorow with daryl, yau and peiwen. (:
was tempted to visit raymond at eurofair's ferris wheel last night.
mmms.

he's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man
a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man

2007-04-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

i woke up to find out i cant even open my left eye.
and its like so #^&%*#$ because now my eyes are so small they are even smaller then that birdbrain. my eyes cant even open!
family, i have got a hell of a lousy family who kept laughing at my plight! blah! ):

i am finding life somehow very meaningless,
i have done almost nothing this entire weekend.
there was no chinese tuition, no homework
and i kept finding excuses not to study because my eyes hurt.
see excuses excuses and more excuses.

anyway i am going to see a doctor tomorrow
and i am forcing johnson to accompany me but say he rather sleep. ):
any nice volunteers? (:

mother asked me some questions yesterday.
mmms...mothers...
sometimes a confidate sometimes a monster.

i figured i wasn't good with lighters after burning my legs thrice in a row.
now lets just start praying that it don't start blistering and leave scar.

i had this wierd creepy dream last night,
it seems so real. so painful.

2007-04-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

i was feeling kind of helpless this few days,
close friends should know what i am talking about.
its those very few time i feels oh so helpless.
but today after being speaking to God,
he finally spoke to me, ridding me of all my insecurities.
love, nothing greater then his love for us.
without love theres nothing, so i did the only thing i could do.
mummy complains, how come God is so kind to me. (:

i love God, and yes samuel i am a backslider.
but i am going to do something about it very soon.

i am still in a this very lousy cranky fustrated mood.
kind nice helpful soul can help by sending me a sms at 8222-15xx.
i am seriously in need of cheering up. ):

2007-04-07T02:03:00.000-07:00

i actually woke up at seven to have breakfast with my parents.
my dad was surprised, very very surprised in fact
because i was actually the one that asked him to bring me out for breakfast.
i am sure i have gained another 10kg, because i have had frenchtoast, sausage, poached egg, pancakes and mee rebus for breakfast. (:
dropped dead the moment i reached home.

only to wake up seeing that,
my eye's swelling so badly i have a single swollen left eyelid.
its been tearing and tearing and tearing
plus it hurts so so alot each time i blink
i hate hate hate the sore eye.
now i can't leave my house because its ugly.

i am seriously in no mood to blog right now because my eye is hurting me and its starting to make me very crankily moodless.
so i shall try to blog again tonight if i feel like it. blah blah blah...

did i mention that we left Ikea with a table and three chairs. kiasu parents. -.-

2007-04-06T12:55:00.000-07:00

first things first, i seriously need some new additions to my wardrobe.
like that dress from forever21 and maybe some accesories from topshop.

it have been ages since i went shopping so today was like woah.
i found shopping with yau wierd-enough enjoyable,
you see, its the first time i am shopping with a guy friend.
soooo... you get the picture...
anyway, yau promised me a treat at some restaurant so... yays!

caught the movie, because i said so
starring mandy moore, lauren graham and piper perabo.
gabriel macht's (johnny) so omg good looking. (:
the show ended with me thinking alot though.
dinner was wow and the day was funful.

i really treasure my friendship with kenneth alot,
like he is seriously a very great friend.
and i appreciate the fact that he's super nice enough to accompany me,
feed the mozzies though it was darn late already.
making me guilty is so his forte,
so... thanks thanks kenneth! (:

daryl's back in town,
and i have officially got a sore eye so dont look at me in the eyes this few days,
unless you have gone all crazy and decides that maybe having a sore eye would be pretty nice or maybe help increase your sex appeal. laughs.
i noticed daryl come back got nothing to do with my sore eye. mmms...

2007-04-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

almost did something on impulse today but thank goodness gracious.

i am a 'follow my head more then heart' person,
and i think those people who follow their heart blindly are mentally unsound/dumb people.
i will usually survey the situation first, thinking of all sorts of possible consequences , weighing the odds whether its worth the risk before i come to a conclusion.
most-of-the-time concluding that confessing's equivalent to a sucide before dropping the whole crazy idea.
i am not those who just go over and ask/confess unless, i am not that serious or im asking somewhat in a joking manner. like regardless the reply given, it wont have any great impact on me so it doesnt really matter.
therefore most of the time, whenever i go crazy over a guy
i will just sit there waiting and praying that he will love me back in return and maybe confess to me as soon as he thinks the time is ripe.
but then again i have always felt that its very unfair towards the guys, like they are always the one having to make the first move whilst the girls do nothing.
so maybe if i am really really crazy over a guy i might end up confessing but then again i doubt i would. (:

tomorrow's goodfriday.
its second to easter as my favourite festival.
because i felt that it was a far more meaningful festival compared to christmas, chinesenewyear and mooncake festival etc.
but then again, i find valentine's meaningful. (:

okays, so i shall buy kindersurprises for friends like last year.
and i still own ting a egg since last year.
so i shall give her two eggs this year.

tomorrow i should be going out with my dad since the outing's halfday-ed.
found the need to bond with him,
and we may be going cycling before having breakfast together.
or then again, i may be sleeping. (:

is there any soul nice enough to go on a movie marathon/movie date with me?
theres nada sou sou, stomp the yard, because i said so, freedom writers, meet the robinsons, teenage mutant ninga turtle, the reaping and maybe if i muster some courage, the number 23.
so any volunteers? volunteer and i promise i will love you forever! (:

2007-04-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

wanna know whats the time now?
its 0450am in the morning,
.
.
.
.
.
.

its so omg late but i just cant get to sleep! ):
im tired, i wanna sleep!
ive been tossing&turning none stop.

i love him, i love him not
he loves me, he loves me not
let it be he loves me can, pleaseeee!
or ill be very very sad, ill cry.

i shall carry on trying to sleep,
because i got school like in 4hrs times.

2007-04-03T12:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! (:
to the wierdiest, nicest, funniest,
three-in-one personality ive ever encountered so far!
its a compliment kenneth so smile. :D

slept for fourteen hours straight as school's cancelled.
im damn easily worn out this days,
with all the extra after school stuffs and school.
28more weeks, for you i say.

and im damn hurt, not because youre not willing to help me or what,
but simply because you dont even give a shit,
it seems like everything is far much more important.
whatever lah, anyway its so over aready.
screw guys and their darn billard balls.

im starting to go crazeee over good charlotte,
hey, who could resist cute guys. (:

i shall blog less because i only have 0192days left and so much more to cover.

2007-04-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY APRIL's FOOL! (:
tricked johnson, ken, sam, mella& hanxiang.
ting and peiwen were losers! bahs!

peiwen: Omg wat happen i today wake up then recieve such a msg.
peiwen: hahas. its a april fool joke isnt it?
it took her two messages to figure out.

ting was like totally laughing, not at all disturbed by the message.
kenneth was boring, hanxiang called straight away to ask what happened,
johnson was kinda scary, mella is sooo cute; frantic and stuff!
sam was sooo blur then: YOU KUKU HEAD! scare me like that in the morning!!

so funny! i love all my friends! (:

THAIBOXING
yesterday was yewchaye's thaiboxing match,
& i think hes super because he literally flew across the ring
and kick his opponent in the tummy!
super pro! (:
well built hunkies all over the place,
i love the one from spore& aussie!
spore one was sitting behind ting&me,
whereas the aussie one beside! wahahaha!
i heart thaiboxing, laughs!

saw mediacorp artist, models, show girls, thai celebrities all over the place.
left at 1100 plus and caught the last train,
the guys were hilarious especially when they saw the station closed at outram.
caught the last bus home, fortunatly.

was dead tired by the time i reached home,
fell asleep with the help of medication. funful! (:

NEW SONG: 好眼泪坏眼泪 by 徐若瑄 [vivian hsu]
(click on title for song)
i must hear, superduper nice! (:

我曾认真深爱著一个人他给我幸福的可能
我等我问未来何时发生他只是给我一个吻

快乐我哭是因为你的手曾答应带我向前走
难过我哭是因为我的手找不到你说的以后

好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流感动和悲伤都是理由
只不过在你不再爱我了以后剩坏的眼泪慢慢流

快乐我哭是因为我付出得到你温柔的答覆
难过我哭是因为我任性你的心永远留不住

好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后有好的眼泪慢慢流

好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后有好的眼泪慢慢流

有好的笑容陪著我

DINNER
i think daddy want to start a restuarant or run a hawker centre stall.
he seems very into cooking this days,
curry chicken, herbal soups, oysters, prawn etc etc.
and yes im growing fatter here so shuddup! blah!

crapped with ting on the phone the entire evening,
she sent me some picture of last year.
and i was so so much slimmer lah.
yeah, im going to hit the gym soon,
and ting is going to come with me because its all her fault.
and ting, i dont care its your fault!
i wanna change friend! :D

but im damn superduper tired now,
so GOODNIGHT!
(:

2007-03-30T16:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND!
YOURE NOW A 17 YEARS OLD, OLD WOMAN.
BUT I LOVE YOU! (:

because today's ting's birthday my post shall be in orange.
today I debbiiequektingjie woke up at 0600am in the morning,
for what i ask myself; for the sake of a cukoo's birthday surprise.
she was smiling when i passed her those helium balloons.
but that ungrateful potato,

(in chinese okays)
ting: this is you ownself stick one?
me: yeah! (: *proud*
ting: do wonder its so ugly. -.-
me: weis! i spend lots of time doing colour combi leh.
ting: she laughed so i take it as a kidding?
yeah, it better be a kidding! haha.

was feeling sorry because i could not make it to her birthday dinner,
but ive another surprise installed for her.
wahahahahaha! (:

blog again later tonight, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARTNER!

oh, ting likes maroon better.
so the post later tonight shall be in maroon! -.-

2007-03-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ELICIA! (:
YOURE STARTING TO AGE!
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!

i dont give a shit if i offend anyone in this post.
those unhelpful 03faggots from 4e3,
cant you like even help to grab the balloon insteads of sitting over there doing nothing.
oh yeah, different class means you cant help?
and to think they still have the cheek to tell how the string flew past them before getting caught in the fan.
i heard they just sat there, happily talking about how the balloon's reaching the fan soon.
wth, bastards. im pissed because its my present to ting.
thankfully its not the red one or ive screamed.

met ting after tuition at plaza,
bought her a new balloon to cheer her up.
its pink this time. (:

im having classes from eleven tomorrow so i gonna hit the pillows now.
going out with ting&guys tomorrow.
and tingandmyself's gonna take neoprints! yayyies! :D

NIGHTS PEOPLE! (:
HAPPY BIRDAY TINGTING!

and;and;and; ILOVEYOU $*#%&@! :D

2007-03-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

im aiming for a sharp dagger so that i can stab myself even harder with a sword.

i can only say MY LIFE SERIOUSLY STINK STINK STINK!
chinese next, mug mug mug mug.

NIGHTS, I NEED TO STUDY!
why? i also like to know why!
because the educations system says so.
beat that.

2007-03-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

peiwen was nicenice to acompany me to concourse today,
fooled around lots of childhood stuffs& we plan to buy a sandcastle set. (:
bought surprise bags, took a coach, ran in the rain, met up with a mad uncle.
endless fun and laughter with peiwen. haha.
went all the way to plazesingapura just for lunch. woppees!

dc says she misses me& im happy, very happy.
im requested for tuitions for my subjects, because im going to mug very very hard.
im going to get into innova jc, for the sake of my future! :D

mom: innova? you siao arhs.
me: why lehs? i cannot meh.
mom: go serangoon lah, nearer.
me: i dont care, innova!
mom: sometimes must think, sengkang&amk so near you also late, innova. you think youll wake up mehs, sometimes must think.
me: but got alot of handsome boys, got better motivation. :D
mom: up to you. you just dont come crying to me, tissue very expensive.
me: ill cry in the arms of a hunk! (:

last night i dreamt i went abroad with samchua, enlin, jawn etc to some wierd country for church camp.
met someone special before avril woke me up.
i want to meet him so much, i think im in love with someone non-existence. haha!

nights, i wanna sleep! (:

2007-03-27T04:19:00.000-07:00

i was bored stiff during practical today.

like practical was at JURONG! whathell!

so i made the boys(johnson,dennis,ghimyang) colour all my drawings since they were all so free,

they agreed on the condition i stop calling them names

& making them take photos with my drawings.

(shall post pictures tomorrow; im deadtired)

wanning&pris kept taking photo of themselves throughout breaks with renwei& fireman's phone. it was effing funny can!

& aguyafriendbutidontknowhisname keep getting them to delete it.

plusplus i know whos was that one random guy who call me at hougang mall already. (:

school was fun& im tired.

so i shall sleep because i got school tomorrow.

and i love going to school to study,

because i have fun fun classmates! :D

BYEBYE!

NIGHTIES NIGHTS!

met carmella for a while in the evening.

she told me some stuffs but wierd enough, i dont seem to care that much. (:

her appearences made me think abt some stuffs. mmms.

& i was super happy to see her! MISS HER TO BITS!

& thanks to johnson im speaking hokkein again.

that darn bloody hongster broke my glasses. BLAHS!

*mentalnote: samchua freddie monsterchua. yeah!

2007-03-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

small talk
teared during the last fifteen minutes of channel08's 1900 show.
it was the last episode, i dont watch every episode but my family's a huge fan of the show so i know whats going on from their discussion about the characters.

was seriously touched by the ending,
zhennan woke up from coma& has not fully regain his ability to speak,
but when he visited hailan in jail he show her the rings he wore on his fingers
and went," hai...lan..., wo...deng...ni."
it was damn touching, i started crying.

also the fact that zhennan knew that hailan was making used of him all the while.
but in his recorder which hailan found before she went to jail
he was saying he dont mind hailan making use of him,
as long as she's happy, hes happy.
as long as she's with him, he's contented.

okay, im tearing again.
supersuper touching, dammit.

reminds me of how every sats johnson will call me,
and ill be on the line crying like it was shit.
sniffing, and sobbing trying to speak properly.
he'll get all worried over why im crying only to find out im crying over some drama.
shrugs. (:

2007-03-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

爱转角

我伪装着,不露痕迹的
想在你身边,静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车.往前行进着
某个路口.爱在等着
你往前走.不回头看了
记忆的笑脸.缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得.让你孤单单的
我爱你的.心牵挂着
一直想跟你说.幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口幸福哭着说
心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
个路口你会看见爱.有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
假设有个以后.你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口.你会看见爱.有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁.是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁.是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作陪.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

super urber tired today, no special reason.
went home and slept like for 06hours straight.
nothing much happened,
OH OH, found this online mag which was kinda interesting except one of the articles which has super lot of gore gored pictures.

ting's right, one moment its seems like a big thing
but all it takes is a few days to look back thinking to myself,
" OMG, AM I DUMB OR DUMB TO BOTHER MYSELF OVER SOMETHING LIKE THAT. i was so childish tsk tsk tsk!" and then laugh it off.
yeah! i so love you bestfriend! (:

& i super like SAMCHUA,
yeah, MY SUPERNICE SUPERSTAR. hehs. (:

2007-03-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow, over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I've been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching
but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you'll help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end

edited edited edited; apologies! (:

& Kenneth does not stink real alot,
he waited for me at Kovan.
& he's my Superhero of yesterday.
and he at least chat with me after he was done with his busy stuffs. (:

There's not a star in heaven we can't reach. :D

&theres no hidden message yau, so stop reading into it. dumbo.

2007-03-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
oi

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
you want to play that game?

i need a blue sky holiday says:
what LAH

i need a blue sky holiday says:
haha

i need a blue sky holiday says:
what game

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
OMG

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
that webbie i give you

i need a blue sky holiday says:
what

i need a blue sky holiday says:
no

i need a blue sky holiday says:
thanku

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
omg

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
like very nice leh that game

i need a blue sky holiday says:
sooo

i need a blue sky holiday says:
i dunwannnnnnn

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
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i need a blue sky holiday says:
dunwaaannn

i need a blue sky holiday says:
laaahhhh

i need a blue sky holiday says:
booooo

i need a blue sky holiday says:
reread my blog

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
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UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
yoooou dicccccck

i need a blue sky holiday says:
iim nooot

i need a blue sky holiday says:
cause i dunwan

i need a blue sky holiday says:
duuunnnnwaaannnn

i need a blue sky holiday says:
baaaaahhhhhhhh

i need a blue sky holiday says:
bllllaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
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i need a blue sky holiday says:
ssooooooo iiiiii duuunwaaaaannnn toooooo boooree myyy someself anymorrrreeeeee

i need a blue sky holiday says:
baaaahhhhhhhs

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
lol

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
ok

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
this is anyoying

UltimateEars™ Super-Fi Studio 3 ¾ of a ps3 says:
annoying

we're very very very bored people.
& we kept on with it until the sun decided to set.

im bored, and i had a very boring weekend
and tomorrow i have to get back to my books.
GOSH! life's seriously screwed up with lousy friend. haha! (:

where's my 專屬天使?

2007-03-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down
and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
`And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile
and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down
and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile
and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

can someone fly me far far far away from myself.

ting's the best girlfriend ever.
i need a blue sky holiday,
& a super upsized tayting's hug!

ive got a girlfriend who consoles,crapwithme &cheermeup all at one shot.
i love you girlfriend! (:

samchua's nice enough to cheercheer me up though im always mean to him,
thanks for the call, it really meant alot to me! (:
thanks&sorry yau for calling you through a show and still being so nice,
& thanks Lenny, youre like damn sweet,
&kenneth thanks for waiting at kovan but you still stink, real alot! :D

i still feel like CRAP CRAP CRAP!

BYEBYE!
I HATE YOU PEOPLE!
BLAHS!

2007-03-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

FINALLY registered for my Olevels.
[thanks to some moe people]
and im not at all feeling hohoho.
stress level going uppity up up up. ):

am going to meet ting&rach later for lunch.
shall blog again today after i complete all my homework crap etc etc today.
im feeling so busy&tired.
it stinks so so so ALOT can! bahs!

YEAH! WHO THE HECK INVENTED EDUCATION! BLAH!

BYEBYE PEOPLE!

&and and, i love you!
& i hope you do too! :D
we love each other so much we share a spoon for lunch. hahaha! (:

2007-03-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY DRANK MY SB's CAFE MOCHA FRAPPACINO VENTI
had lunch with partner&rach at compass.
got dragged back with partner for sk's speech day.
saw lotsa familiar faces, jerry&company yewchaye&company etc etc.
missgoh,miss yeo& mdm foo was like so nice. (:

was in the girls toilet with ting,
when suddenly i had a nostalgia for my sk days.
super miss the time where ree,ting&me skip assemblies to play catching, to read, play handphone games in the girls toilet&ocassionally the guys toilet.
we'll camwhore in the toilets at compass&school.
ting&i will message each other even though we're in the same class.
seventeen mags getting passed around&around.
all the walkaround sessions during lesson time, bullying of chemistry teachers, finding ways to leave class& happily getting punished to sit outside class etc etc.
after school's dining& after school activities.

i superduper miss the sk life! ):
felt the sudden urge to message ting,
i told her one day ill come back to sk wearing school uniform& we'll do crappy stuffs and have a hell lotta fun like in the past.
yeah! on the 28th of may! :D

chinese tuition's at some wierd place in s'pore.
johnson&xiong was nice enough to accompany there and back though. (:
thanks thanks guys! & i think ahxiong is sooo cute! haha!

my spoken chinese language sounds funny now,
maybe i should thank kenyau, peiwen&mella. laughs!

saw this bright red&yellow motorbike roaring down the road,
and it turn out to be AH BEN's.
small small singapore. -.-

ting's birthday's next friday! (: HAHA!
preparing all the stuffs for the megabig surprise on friday!
getting ready lots of stuffs, so it'll be perfect for her.
im nice aint i? haha!

DEAD TIRED!
NIGHTIE NIGHTS& pretty dreams!

we're going out on sunday, woohoo!
fun fun fun! :D
kenyau, peiwen&mella, i miss you guys! haha!

2007-03-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

super random

mom," jon, go call millie to see whether shes okay."
jon, " call for what? where she go?"
mom," she went for this moe camp, go call!"
jon," dont want lah."
mom," then next time you go army dont expect your jiejies to call okay."
jon," she also go one two days only, also not say go for months."
mom," just call okay."
jon," anyway, she never bring her phone. her phone is there."
mom," tsk tsk, how come never bring phone."
jon," go see her message leh, all the i love you, you love me crap. haha."
me," yah yah, jon also alot okay."
mom," i dont do this kinda things one okay. im not that kinda person."
me," is it? then last time you always see my messages."
mom,"that is because i love you."
me," is it, how come i dont feel it."
mom," talking about you, i expect you to start crying over my love for you."

thats my mother. -.-

2007-03-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

chance upon some old photographs last night.

edited edited edited; apologies!
no point brooding over nothing. (:

LION LION DANCE DANCE DANCE
touch, see, smell& hit a real lion dance drum today,
johnson's going for competition soon
so he got this drum at home to practice with denson.
he says the top of the drum made of cow skin.
i even saw some dead cow's hair sticking out at the sides. -.-

the drum's very different from what i imagine, saw from afar in the past.
mmms...

me," play for me to see leh!"
johnson," dont want, very noisy. later people complain."
me," lousy!"
johnson," im one of the top ten best in spore lor."
me, " how you know youre top?"
johnson," i take part in competitions what. got annouce one mah."
me," is it, those judges the eyes comfirm paste stamp"
johnson, stares at me like hes going to kill.

was disturbing/ playing with the drum
until johnson got irritated.

johnson," aye! finish playing already anot."
me," can i take a picture with the drum?"
johnson," you siao one arhs."
me," what if the esther is inside!"
johnson," HUH?! what esther?"
me," THE MAID, THE MAID!"
johnson stared at me like i was an idiot.

actually the insides of the drum is actually hollow with springs inside.
it dont even have a base at all!
and to think i was hoping to find some dead maid's ashes inside. -.-

johnson says,
one drum cost about $200++,
the top layer is made from cow/pig skin.
the skin has to be left to dry for days and months before making into a drum,
because the skin has to be very very dry.
the skin have to be of good quality, standard etc etc to create the perfect sound.
thats why even with money its difficult to find/buy a good one.

speak about talking to the pro,
hes been liondancing for seven years.
and is still crazy over this "art".
funny enough, hes not the drummer this time but the lion. -.-

johnson threatened to chase me out if i keep fooling around with his thing. bahs! (:

ive lots of uncomplete work yet to be done,
so ive gotta run run run! DASHHH!

BYEBYE!
NIGHTIE NIGHTS! :D

thankyou thankyou thankyou dennis! (:

2007-03-21T18:15:00.000-07:00

before i run out of the house

me: mummy, am i very ugly.
mum: no, whats with that question?
me: cause got people say i ugly, im very sad.
mum: i think i know why?
me: why? i really become ugly meh?
mum: no, cause you keep saying people ugly so now you become ugly.
me: -.- WTH!
mum: yah, so you better stop saying people ugly, fugly already.
me: okay, no big deal. so simple.

[five minutes later]

me: eee! how come this girl so ugly still so act pretty. (friendster)
mum: see lah, now thats why. everytime say people.
me: sorry sorry, shes very very pretty! :X

BYE!
TO SCHOOL! WOOOSH!
shit, raining& umbrella-less!

blog tonight! (:
&im veryvery much ****** ! haha!

2007-03-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

i went home directly after school ended,
pilled, ate, homeworked, com-ed
& finally camwhored! :D

its been ages since i camwhored to my hearts content.
whatever, im happy so who cares whether its a waste of time.
im a vainpot, haha! (:
smile smile smile!

and mine stomach is under control! most of the time so,
im a happy happy person!
but i wanna fall in love. BOOHOOHOO!
i wanna buy a boyfriend,
but where to buy?!
AHAH! i shall go to the farm to buy one! -.-

BYEBYE PEOPLE!
im going to study! x_x

*thanksthanksthanks for the biscuits johnson! :D

2007-03-20T22:16:00.000-07:00

im feeling sick but am very happy,
because my sister say, "vomiting always helps in losing weight."
except the other time she was having foodpoisoning not gastric flu.
sister," both also helps, same symtoms." -.-

DOCTOR MILLIE QUEK

tombola's closed, colzan shrine's dead. wow! -.-
when i was in primary school it seems so darn hard to hit even 10Knp,
but when i restarted a account with ting,ree etc etc last year,
stuffs we took months to complete as kids was done in days.
see how dumb children are, they should be sold to the zoo and fed to elephants.

am meeting tingting later, HURRAY?!
pray for me okays,
or ill be back with another injured squashed broken limb. /:

listening to: 愛的路上只有我和你, 失恋学, 是你决定我的伤心& 爱转角

edited edited edited; apologies!

im not for blogsongs but i reallyreally miss this song,
its seriously worth listening to.
plusplus i got a cookie from famous amos,
it looks like some demonic cookie with three m&n stucked on its face. (:

DARYL's COMING BACK IN TWO WEEKS TIME!

2007-03-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

missjuliagoh is sososo much nicer then i expect.
she use to be this creepy frigging bitch whom i so felt like slapping,
now shes like this superduper nice lady i love talking to.
wierd ehs.

superduper worn out this days,
damn tired for no reason.
and having this slight gastric flu obviously did not help.
not exactly at my best.
but cheercheercheer up debbie! (:

listening to: S.H.E 保持微笑, 觸電

mum scolded "someone" a bitch today.
to really make my mom dislike you takes skill man.
so, WOOHOO!
gonna tell doreen about this! haha!

guys and their superduper unsincere proposals

ever thought of how your guyfriend is gonna propose to you.
how your 曖昧ing guy will ask you for steady.
would it be crappie or super memorable.

me: how you ask ur gf to marry you?
myterious man: i told her, "eh, want apply hdb flat anot. old already leh"
[and in teochew] -.-
myterious man: then she say yes. like that lor.
me: like that one arhs. eeee! so unsincere.
myterious man: nowadays is like that one mahs.
another man: yah loh, i also propose to my wife like that. -.-

nowadays people use sms,msn,phone to ask for steady.
thats like super unsincere but girls still: accept?! -.-
(including myself, omg?!)

msn: FAGGOT [slap]
sms: JERK D:
phone: TYPICAL /:
face to face: ROMEO :D

and if that kinda things happen when he's asking for stead.
imagine the kind of marriage proposal youre gonna get.

[imaginary]
phone vibrates:
guy sms: ehs, so lets apply for hdb flat okies.........
you sms: huhs...mmms...dunno leh..
guy sms: i anytink one...you decide lor....

should this really happens you should:
slap him, kick him, kill him, castrate him and dump him in the kallang river. -.-

i want my to be darn romantic regardless whether asking for steady or marriage.
only best or nothing! HAH!
roses, corney lines, handholding etc etc.

im just talking crap,
cause when the time come i bet ill be sososo happy
i wont even care less whether it came in a sms or phone call.
ill just be smiling&laughing like i won a million dollars in 4D.

hey! im a girl okay, haha!

IM DREAMING TOO MUCH AGAIN!
nightie nights. :D

2007-03-18T04:05:00.000-07:00

went IKEA with kenyau&peiwen.
yau bought a pillow he fell deeply in love with, its was love at first hug. -.-

ate lunch at the restuarant and the food was, damn good. :D
meatballs,poachedsalmon,choco mousse,chickenwings,hotdogbuns.

saw a few nice bedroom,kitchen,dining,livingroom concepts.
there was this bed that was sososo comfeee!
and those armchairs and fourposter bed. (:

watched just follow law and it was hilarious.
not exactly entertaining but hilarious.
the kinda show johnson would have enjoyed.
*psspss: kenneths a jerk, instead of crying at the best part he burst out laughing.

resolutionsresolutions& resolutions
mathematic science humans cheena mug mug mug.
and then hunks hunks hunks. :D

meeting missjuliagoh tomorrow.
tingting, tingting and tingting.

im catching a cold,
all the sneezing, runny nose and soresorethroat.
then all the pimples will come.
i DONT WANT CAN?

how does it feel to love a person huh?
oh boy, i guess my heart has shut down already,
somebody turn it on will you.

2007-03-17T04:31:00.000-07:00

bigblackwolfie,catching,londonbridge,hide&seek,bombbomb,eaglechicken.
im two time my boss's height and yet she has more energy then a potato.

i fell down today in this damn style manner,
slip backwards, turned, pose, smile! :D
cool rights! haha.
wierd enough my head dont even hurt.
im wonderwoman! hohoho!

someonepleasekindlysendthatdarn nofashiontaste, houseofthedead bitch farfarfarfaraway from me please.
thank you!

2007-03-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

class end like superduper late today lah.
and sorry doreen for not being able to meet you!
apologies and apologies!
but tomorrow ill be meeting you so i can kiss you to say sorry. -.-

got drag/forced by ting to iceskate with supposingly yewchai&chinseng.
and surprisesurprise!
hanxiangrandyshaoqi& aguy called jingqing came along.
iceskating was wet,dirty and messy.
ting looked like she went swimming.
we camwhored and played lame games. :D
caught up with hanxiang,
i seriously hate him lah! haha!

saw lots of fastskaters today,
made friends with one,
he was superduper propropro.

I WANT TO THANK TING FOR THIS ICESKATING TRIP,
i was rewarded with my feet hurting darn alot,
butt sorely bruised, my hands cramped and a squashed injured elbow.

ting: iceskating is fun, we should come again ok? :D
me: do me a favour will you?
ting: what?!
me: remind me never to go skating with ting ever again ok? ):
ting: HEY! [smack me]

the guys were like being dumbdumbs in the train,
people were staring and laughing.
ting and me: we dont know them.
later when things got worse.
ting: get use to it.
me: i dont want can?

*im jealous because some leethengtak went to the zoo. blahblahs!

i LOVE dennis dennis dennis! wahahaha! :D
thanks thanks thanks thanks alot!

2007-03-15T23:01:00.000-07:00

HAVE I BECOME UGLIER HUH?

rachs with weijie now.
peiwen is PSing me for some pigheadguy.
even my sister is attached.
and all i have is taytay. -.-

tingting and me were discussing,
reminiscencing the years before this.
the years where messages came in 5s we found them overbearing.
and the dates and prezzies we never had to worry about.
and that was in our sec02 years,
a time where we had no fringe, fashion sense,handphoneline or clothes. -.-
[frigging ironical]
sec03s years were at least decent.

but now,
we dont even have messages to reply to. ):
no matter how much we beg our phone they just stay quiet. /:

after much discussion we concluded its because we've became major fusspots.
we wont msg guy using broken english, acting cute and what we classify as typical guys.
no actgangsters, acthandsome, poorfashionsense etcetc and the list go on.
we were asking ourselve where those guys came from in the past.
internets,friends and ontheroad. -.-

anyway,
we're dateless, decentadmireless and unattached,
and not forgetting that we're aging with time.
life seriously stink darn alot.
maybe we should lower expectations ehs,
but, "NO, thank you!" :)

samchua is a cukoo

sam: you at home now is it?

me: yah, why?

sam: come tani now! we having dp but very little people. can talk.

me: huh... i dont wanna worship lah.

sam:loser! we're not having worship.

me: then go for what?

sam: talk and you can study?

me: huh, dont want lah can? whos there?

me: is enlin. marktay. or penny there.

sam: no... but theyre coming tonight or tmr.

debs: enlinmarkpenny also not there.

sam: so, got me what! hahaha.

me: i got breakouts, cant leave the house.

sam: please lah, ill be downstair your house in 30mins.

me: i gotta go out later.

sam: go bath, dont waste time.

LIFE IS SERIOUSLY SCREWED UP LAH!

2007-03-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

can my parent spoil me, pleaseee!
went to IKEA today and suddently felt that i was veryvery deprived.

rockinghorses, wackyfurnitures and colourfulcolourfulstuffs.

but ive have wackycoolclose cousins/playmates and thats all i need. :D

try getting them from the provision shop. (:

p/s: thats not all, there worstworstworst craziercrazier ones. x_x

HAHA! SOME PEOPLES COMPUTER CANT VIEW PICTURES! SO SAD! HAH!

2007-03-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

RANDOM SNIPPETS; im lazy to BLOG serious

dennisghimyangwilsonjohnson have been skipping school like whathell.

pratical was at jurong today, LIKE JURONG!
gave it a miss especially when those cukooos were missing.
SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP! BLAH!
and that include wanningjociahuilianjieyisophia.

met up with peiwen because my family PSED me,
meanies.
its runs in the family huhs?
cooked crapped gamed.
we made lunch ourselves! funness!
its been ages[2years] since we had the whole day for each other. (:

puh-LEASE dont go around shooting your mouth off when you dont even know whats happening.
its like so obvious you lied,
and please kindly get your fact right before judging me.
dammit!

lifes back to norrmal!
COOLNESS! (:

someone new.
ting is getting super excited over nothing. -.-
yeah, thats my mate, partner and loverrr!
shes going gaga but insisting its me.

and fine, im back on the HEYHEY and QUEEN thingy.
hanahhanah very clever okay.
shes my partner but she told me to smoke.
tsktsktsk!

andand allofasudden I WANT BROWN HAIR! -.-

FROM PARIS TO BERLIN
pumping for lovepumping for love.

2007-03-12T04:08:00.001-07:00

HEYHEY YOUYOU! -.-

cause im not falling for that game?
hearthearts to taytay.

mahjong anybody?

2007-03-11T12:59:00.000-07:00

i dont even understand myself this days.
i dont even know what i am becoming and what i want,
sosososo much im becoming quite moody.

why the hell is some stuffs sososo hard to comprehend.
girlfriends giving suggestions all soso different from one another.
thankthanks girls though!

my head telling me one thing,
my heart another and my actions shows a different story.
im experiencing a whole lot of emotions running through me.
i seriously dont know what to do,
and im therefore being super pissed; at myself.

like one moment i tell myself," yeah, im gonna do it and etc etc."
then the next i start to think deeper into in and all the "what ifs" and "then how" comes in.i seriously need someone to talk to me.

I AM SO GOING GOING CRAZY ALREADY.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!

my conscience is paralyse with guilt,
i seem to be going no where.
please send me a angel, pleeasee!

2007-03-11T12:48:00.000-07:00

MY SUPERDUPER FUNFUL WEEKEND

FRIDAY: 090307
mahjonged at yaus place with peiwen.
waiting for kenneth outside srjc.
terrence decided to join us. (bet he regretted it)
climbed in old rosyth with pwyaumellaclarencekennethterrence.
terrence, peiwen, yau and i ran out.
the rest were caught by some security people.
we were called back.
police came, with police van and stuff.
we're transpassers! i freaking freaked out though.
police called our parents to verified some crap.
mum was not sad but excited, very excited in fact. -.-

SATUARDAY: 100307
literature class.
mahjonged at peiwen's place.
dinner with kenyau.
stayed over at yaus.
nightwalked, suppered[10kg], crapped with malibu.
he is a terrible horrible host.
no mattress, pillows, blankies! NOTHING.

SUNDAY: 110307
breakfast-ed, had prata.[10kg]
watched goregored movie and jackass02.
went home.

2007-03-08T22:17:00.000-08:00

i use to think ^$&*&## because im (tomakeitsoundbetter) different?
and maybe because its a 1yr09months relationship,
i feel that except for him no one else can help.
and that ill have problem finding someone like him.
as in someone who can accept my ohsomany flaws.

Im thinking too much again!
Shall blog again if any interesting thing happen.

*my ankles are healing already! (:
but i still dont have the guts to go for the surgery,
im worried my thumb will get chopped off. /:

I SERIOUSLY DONT UNDERSTAND
went to visit friendster, randomly viewing profiles.
and look what i found,
: wishes, to get married.

sorry but, WHYEEE!
still sososo young and youre pinning for life time attachment.
this world is changing man!

2007-03-08T00:15:00.000-08:00

张玉华&李圣杰

是你决定我的伤心

是你决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你

LISTENLISTEN:
(Click on the Black Dot)
*yauleong says its a Black Square not a Dot,
so kindly click on the square dot.

Yauleong Hate Chinese Songs but actually likes this song sooo,
its a must HEAR HEAR HEAR! (:

2007-03-07T22:08:00.000-08:00

last night i was lying on my pillow and suddently it really felt like a shoulder to me.

dc, mella and kenneth's first day at their new school, new life.
all the best of lucks at orientation! :D

i dreamt scenerios and came to conclusions.
i was being childish,
finding something to distract me from everything.

ill miss mellaandkenneth! (:

my sister scored well this exam and my parents are pleased.
one of the stuff she got is Bee Cheng Hiang's EzyCheese.
it was not really as good as i thought itll be.
cheese tastes like condense milk,
bakkwa was too... wierd?
really not that nice but i never did liked bak kwa, so...

* YAU IS IN LOVE WITH "youknowyou"! HAHA!

2007-03-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

of all the things in choose to do in life,

fetched my brother for violin yesterday because,
for the eversofewitseemslike the first time; he asked me to accompany him! :D
superduper happy! my brother needs me! (:
anyway, we cabbed there and pissed off the taxidriver, laughs!

and of all the thing i can do in life,
i choose to be a lightbulb.
and a very bright one at that.

I SO HATE BEING ALONE! ):
not that im really desperate for a guy but,
i really want someone who really care.
okay fine im jealous! haha!
theyre so loveydovey, hands and stuffs.

but this time im going to pick wisely,
am not going to rush into anything.

buy dinner home with friend A and friend B,
watch wuchun on tv and thank goodness!
kenneth came to save me. -.-
watched the arena together before friend A and friend B decides to leave.

* As again, kenneth never fails to make me guilty,
and so, a thousand thankyous and sorries. NIGHTS! (:

he congratulate me.
he says he feels that im happier now,
and that my days without him seems better.
he leaving me in the end just shown me that i can live on without him.
im happier because i choose to be happier.
but deepdeep down where the wounds are still raw, it hurts.
i choose break up but he choose to abandon everything.

sleepness nights, thinkingthinking and thinking.
and having a good memory thats very good at replaying scenes dont seem to help.
im seriously in need for a hug, a shoulder to cry on.
GOD, you there?

2007-03-05T07:24:00.001-08:00

ICESKATED, FINALLY!

skated, tried making kenyau fall down; FAILED!
cabbed home for dinner.
went to kens place for mahjong,
walked pass clarences house,
debs," is clarence home?"
ken," i think carmella is inside."
debs," call clarence to call him to come out."
yau took his flip-phone and call, BUT THAT DUMB GAY
calls carmella by accident insteads of clarences.
yau," oppps called you by accident, we're outside clarence house."
clarence balcony door suddently open and out came CLARENCE AND CARMELLA! -.-
thanks alot huh FRIEND! haha!

mahjonging was hilarious,
laughed till my stomach hurt real bad.
yau was pathetic! (: and short!
kenyau flaming dagger split already, laughs.

JEALOUSY IS THE ROOT TO ALL EVIL
im easily jealous soooo im EVIL! (:

he stopped calling messaging me already,
im so not use to it.
dont think too much about it when with kenyaumellapeiwen in the day,
but when im alone at night& i cant sleep,
i think so too much.
dont think too much it shall be! ):

Thanks Kenneth for getting drenched, running and giving me books. :D
Super-Hero of the day! DADADADADA!

2007-03-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

missus fussy potty pants.

im just being random, but im bored.
ive officially put the BIG fullstop,
&so im free free free.

people are coming to my place today,
my parents are being darn stressful.
im tired& feels "no good".
not exactly at the pink of health.

dennis woke me up& reminded me that ive yet to transfer$.
bused to hougangmall,queuedand bused back home.
darn tiring.

im sad sick and not exactly at the best of mood, again.
and listening to sadsadsad song doesnot really do much help.

God send a angel to make me smile today?!
or send me a hug to cheercheer me up.

Cherelle's not coming,&im disappointed. wierd ehs.

BLOG LATER IF I COULD MUSTER SOME STRENGTH.
i wanna die, and if i die could you kindly throw my ashes into the sea. pleaseee!

2007-03-02T20:33:00.000-08:00

JUST THINKING

i was hoping it would rain again today in the morning,
i love to wake up smelling the smell of rain, makes me think of the sea alot.
the time i used to go out and just stand in the rain with HER.

ill be skating today, happiness! (:
after sooo long i can iceskate.
iceskating is one of the few sports i really enjoy,
and i can also finally wear my red gloves.

i once thought how nice if someone could give me a bigbigbig bunch of helium balloons.
johnson use to give me balloons to cheermeup, encourage me and one day it suddently stopped.
so whenever i go macdonalds and see a lady going around giving balloons to children
ill ask one from her, thats till people told me its embarassing.

the daisies are dying soon and ill have to get new ones.
i miss my white lilies, maybe ill get lilies this time round,
lilies with sunflowers, that will be pretty nice.

now i only want a hug, a big big hug to cheer me up.

should blog again tonight and force kenyau to read my blog. (:

BYEBYEBYE! :D

2007-03-02T08:18:00.000-08:00

the iceskating rink was closed but we watched icehockey, caucasian hunkies.
canada vs thailand, 07:02
thailand team was crap but the hunkies were aplenty. (:
bused to kovan to meet yauyau for dinner, dinner stinks.
bought my flowers before heading to yau's place to mahjong.

went home, and i think i have @#^$%*$*#&# because i entered yau's house!
nights people, am dead tired. (:

2007-03-01T23:51:00.000-08:00

AM JUST GOING TO POST RANDOM PHOTOS

because im tired& too tired to post nasty stuffs about yauleooonnng!, and so i shall do it tmr yauleong. look forward to it okays! (:

We found this at the Singapore Discovery Centre, Like WTHELL?!

This two soo lovable creatures are my dogs, and i sooo love them! (:

GOODNIGHTS NIGHTS!

EXTRAS EXTRAS: and so i suddently feel like blogging,
i am sad, cause when 06march come ken, mella, nat will start jc life.
yeah, well meet up to mug but ill still miss you guys.
and when april come yau will be a piliot& peiwen some tourguild?.
so we cant have our friday sleepovers, dinners and excursions.

we still have not been to the zoo,sciencecentre,iceskating,nightsafari.
but if we mug hard enough we'll leaving for malaysia and year end chalets! (:

I SUPERDUPER LOVE THIS BUNCH OF PEOPLE! LOVES LOVES! :D

2007-03-01T17:12:00.000-08:00

the first day of march started with a cool rainy morning.
makes me think alot on a day like this.

peiwen gave me the loveliest birthday prezzies in my life,
from already made/ framed jigsaw puzzles to handmade gaint cards and photoframes
we have conflicts all the time, unhappiness but those are nothing compared to fun times we spent since primary05.
shopping, crapping, crushes and dates.
i think peiwen is still my bestiest bestie in the whole wide world! (:
*she gave me a card and i knew what was in it before i even open, smart ehs!

and guess what, last night i finally trashed yau in reversi! (:

shall blog again later tonight! (: im officially SICK people!

*i am sad/angry now and ill make sure it wont last, because some batard did something silly just to spite me. and ive to admit i feel kinda guilty.

2007-02-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

im falling sick after getting drenched in the rain several time today.
the iceskating trip was cancelled and we went to the discovery centre instead,
the discovery center suck except the uber nice 3D show.

was kind of pissed today but forget it.
ate breakfast at mac and the bagel stinks, and i kept pissing yau off with my HAPPILY NEVERRR AFTER and b-a-s-t-a-r-d. (:

im seriously not in the mood for blogging because im feeling sick and have a terrible headache.
shall post the pictures of our excursion tmr, nights!

*was on the train back home today and saw the front page of todays newpaper, "SINGAPORE 09 YEAR OLD GIRL IS PREGNANT!."
seems like the plan to increase birthrate is a great sucess! (:

2007-02-27T13:09:00.000-08:00

schooled, breakfast-ed, napped,
went to meet yuting racheal jed weijie mingyueorsomething at racheals place.
mahjonged, gambled and see jed performing magic tricks.
went home without meeting birthday boy. ):
im pissed with someone darn alot, seriously darn pissed.
stop judging me okay, you so do not know me very well.

we've a new television! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNSON! YOURE 18YEAROLD ALREADY! YAYYIES! (:
and so you can FINALLY drive already! GD LUCK!
MAY YOU BE THE HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY BOY IN THE WORLD!

am excited because we're going ice skating tomorrow! yayyies! (:

2007-02-27T04:36:00.000-08:00

i am angry and upset with some people today, and felt so like calling someone but decided not to.
the feeling of being angry and yet cannot speak up sucks real alot.

01ab and 02ab have been deleted, sorry& sorries!

3) Is it me or mates changes before you know it and starts judging you.
a) cant they think of how my other friend feel, its his birthday for God sake.
b) thinking you know me very well and is therefore qualified to judge me.
c) pissing me of with your tsks and stares.
d) ive to be there when youre free and ask me out but never appears whenever i need you the most.
e) acting like a know it all when actually you know nothing.
(dont bother guessing who, ask me and ill tell)

4) How come some people dont think.
a) uncle, its his os for heavens sake.
b) you are taking the exams not your friends so think!
c)irresponsible parents who are obvious failures in life and youre following their footsteps like a idiot.

2007-02-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

met yau and kenneth to funan it mall,
all overslept and the meeting time was postponed. (sorry you two faggots for being late)
saw leroyandvincent there with a liondancetroupe at funan.
carmellaandpeiwen arrived later.
the mall was boringly boring so when the guys wanted to go to simlimsquare i freaked out.
we went to some place called Msomething shit, camwhored and crapped around.
i went home, mellaandpeiwen went to peiwen house to eat before coming over to my place.
later yauand kenneth came after dinner.
watch tianying before they left.

im sleeping early for once! :D
am not going to waste my time talking to two dickheads! BAHS! (justjoking!)

2007-02-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

we had visitors today, lots of irritating visitors. (except a few i guess)
the food was so so delicious i had three helping. +30kg
there was briyani, salad, fish dippers& so so so much more.
plus there was sparkling juice, cherries tomatoes& mahjong!
watched movies& videos,
little kids barging into my room hogging my laptop,
& the whole herd came in. BLAHS!
lost 05dollars.

some thickedskinned relatives of my, so thickskin-ly took our currypuffs&goodies home.
it should not be a prob but those were gifts from my mom's besties lah! ):

lazeeeee to blog any further! BYEBYE! NIGHTS!

2007-02-24T09:32:00.000-08:00

23th Febuary 2007

woke up at 1600 and was told that we're meeting at 1900 at heartland,
called them and demanded a change.
chat with ken for a while before meeting peiwen.
i walked to kovan (:
dined and went to yau's place. [sugeridiot is loud]
ita a blessing that bastard did not make me miss my tianying, haha.
nat came lah! and yen and mella.
stayed till four when mum called me to stay there till dawn since ken's place was kinda deserted.
watched innocent steps, hoodwinked& moulin rouge,
played uno stacko and chat till dawn.

24th Febuary 2007

was late for literature thanks to kenken lahs.
ken's mum was uber friendly.
we went to sanyima's place,
karaoked and watched childhood videos.
superduper funny,
thanks elsen and geoffrey for super taking care of me when i was a child. lol.

2007-02-22T10:31:00.000-08:00

visited DC's blog and im proud to annouced that im in her blog! yays! (:

and im happy because she writes about me! weeees! (:

i met carmella for lunch at cartel, rent 02vcds and came over to my place. hung out till 2030 before she walked home.

the feelings gettin' stronger! (:

2007-02-21T09:49:00.000-08:00

random photos we took the day yitian left us for aussie,

thoughts of that phycotic guy still freaks me out.

met yau, ken and peiwen for dinner; peiwen joined us later and we had fondue! (:

NIGHTS PEOPLE! im in love. (:

2007-02-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

went to watch norbit, it was darn hilarious.
the guys was gentlemans,
bought the tixs& food, [i paid lah!]
opened doors and walks behind me.
its was funny funny funny!

cabbed to eryima's place,
played a disusting food game, karaoked, snacked and did not gamble. (:
went home uber tired and slept! (:

NIGHTIES NIGHTS!

2007-02-19T08:48:00.000-08:00

noticed my blog entries are all short and short.
because im too lazy to blog in deetail lah.

slept through morning,
woke up at 1400 with a dry throat.
washed up and off the dayima's place.
camwhored, ate and bullied my little cousin.
shes so spoiled, she bullied my sister i got so pissed in bullied her back in return. (:

took 1hour finding clothes to wear for today,
finally wore the dorothyperkins dress ive only worn once in my life.
i just had no time and money to shop for proper and enough clothings.

we took many pictures and i think i am too short! BLAHS!

GOOD NIGHTS!

2007-02-18T09:00:00.000-08:00

went to watch a movie with my paternal cousins instead of house visiting today,
watch a ultra LAME (and i mean LAME) show; EPIC MOVIE.
its like so pornography and i see rows and rows of children watching in the theatre.

and i lost 06dollars, and i love doreen.
dixie chicks are cool people and they totally rock.
ive learn never to trust zhengjie in leading me to a nearby bus-stops.
ive alot of problems and there's no one to help me.

conclusion, hes a bastard.

PISSED; OVER NOTHING. NIGHTS! :(

my cousin weiquan; matured alot since we last met and he was abSOlutly cutie cute today. (:

2007-02-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

i take back what i said about the crowd yesterday,
today's one at china town was worst!
its like everyone was sweating and sticky and squeezing against each other. BAH!
but i saw cute caucasian hunkies! (:

tuanyuanfan was okays,
however i was bored stiff there with the guys eyes glued to the television screen playing halo 02.

i just want to be alone, why cant anyone understand that.
why cant they just keep those darn feelings to themselves and stay friends.
now looks whats happening.

make me feel like cutting those wires off! hahaha! :D

2007-02-16T09:14:00.000-08:00

shopping was a horror,
mass of moving bodies squeezing against each other.
i surrendered; with a skirt, heels and a top.

went home and found out the top was damaged,
am going to demand a refund tomorrow,
plus do some really last minute shopping!

tomorrow i shall stuff myself with abalone, sharkfin and mushrooms!
FAT and DIET such be tucked at the back of my brain till after chinese new year! (:

2007-02-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

went haircutting with ken, yau, peiwen, mella and jon.
ken and jon cut their hair,
i steamed my hair,
whereas peiwen dyed her hair.

they went to peiwen house and ME ever so studious-ly went home to study! (:

tomorrow is the day i MUST buy all my newyear clothing or one word DIE!

2007-02-14T08:23:00.000-08:00

valentines left my bank account sorely injured.
those darn florist jacked up their flower darn high,
dont even have discount even though im like theor regular customer! BAHS!
and johnson spent big money buying me roses with bears and heart.

we exchanged prezzies in class, the present exchanging session was hilarious lah!
went back to skss, ate jack's place, met johnson in the evening.
spent $40 dollars at uncleringo's funfair, went home to grieve over my burnt pocket.

"HAPPY" Valentines Day! (:

and now WTH am i to do about my newyear clothings.

2007-02-13T08:54:00.000-08:00

and so missus ida stays upstairs johnson for the past seven years and they never met till today,
what a small world.

weeweewee! my house is now orange in colour, yays! (: